The Source of My AddictionJune 20th 10:21 pmThe Source of My Addiction
I don’t want to talk about what I did. What I took. Mainly because I’m ashamed and I don’t want anyone to know. But what bullshit that is. Everyone around me knows. But those who will read this probably won’t. So too keep a shred of self-respect I won’t say. But when I walked out of that room I should have been happy. My friends were dancing and music was playing. That girl was starring at me. My friends were smiling. Telling me to enjoy then asking what was wrong. Nothing was wrong. Why should something be wrong? I should be having the time of my life. It’s summer. I’m with m
Faster Than MeBirds in the sky And my prescriptions on the floor Sun on the ground But there's a smoke in my hand Going clean Hard as it seemsFaster Than Me
I can't see She's moving faster than me
Blonde hair Cerulean eyes
I can't see
She's moving faster than me
Want to catch up But I grew tired
I want to see But she's moving faster than me
My addiction is not gone Drugs disappeared but she is still there
I can't see She's moving faster than me
I'm clean from drugs Withdrawals a
IdentityBloodshot eyes and bad red wine Days spent balanced on the line Just keep saying I'll be fine But then I buy myself another dime I burn my mind like a fire Knowing I'm the greatest liar Cause I just need shit to get me higher The situation is now dierIdentity
I don't want this No one wants this Cause I don't have friends in the place I go when the drugs erase my identity Identity Identity
Laying,sweating in my bed Craving,starving feeling dead Black images inside my head Splattered with the color red I am in way too deep I'l
when you gunna send me those songs bro?
i tease.
but seriously hop to it maxwell
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Busted dreams and bloodied knees you'll always know where to find me. Where Roman candles spark the trees.
i will eventually im a busy guy with a highly demanding life
but ok
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Busted dreams and bloodied knees you'll always know where to find me. Where Roman candles spark the trees.
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